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So I'm back...again...

At one point I forgot about livejournal and someone mentioned it at school and I was like oh...damn.

I HAVE AN ACCOUNT HERE!

I missed you guys what can I say :) -I doubtanyoneremembersme!- I missed your stories and your rants and your 'omg's' about like everything. The awesome gated little community that just makes you feel whole. *sighs*  

So I guess I'll be posting more. This should be fun >:)


Now, to try and get some sleep...

Goodnight and Goodmorning

-me

I've rewritten the three posts I've done for On A Bad Bet fic, nothing special just a few things jumbled around. 

and also:

sXe.com?

I goggled it and found that website, does anyone know any communities based off of Straight Edge? majorly interested. K thnx.

Fic - On A Bad Bet Part 3 of Part ?
Author - Me...duh
Pairing- Patrick/Joe .. Pete sometimes jumps in (not a lot)
Rating - NC 17
Summary - Virgin Patrick stumbles upon an underground secret that will change his FN life! he has to choose between money, his best friend, his dreams, love, and most of all, his own life. 
Disclaimer - blah blah blah, it's not real.
Author notes - enjoy!

( Part 3 - The Plot thickens... )

Fic - On A Bad Bet Part 2 of Part ?
Author - Me...duh
Pairing- Patrick/Joe .. Pete sometimes jumps in (not a lot)
Rating - NC 17
Summary - Virgin Patrick stumbles upon an underground secret that will change his FN life! he has to choose between money, his best friend, his dreams, love, and most of all, his own life. 
Disclaimer - blah blah blah, it's not real.
Author notes - I'm going to be posting parts faster on my blog just becuz I want to, so if we're friends you'll get to read them faster, Yeah.



( Part 2 whoo! )

 
Fic - On A Bad Bet Part 1 of Part ?
Author - Me...duh
Pairing- Patrick/Joe .. Pete sometimes jumps in.
Rating - NC 17
Summary - Virgin Patrick stumbles upon an underground secret that will change his FN life! he has to choose between money, his best friend, his dreams, love, and most of all, his own life. 
Disclaimer - blah blah blah, it's not real.
Author notes - I don't think you understand how long I have been working on this thing, and even now it's still not done! It's such and awesome idea that came to me after watching the shinning and zack and miri make a porno -- don't worry you'll love it. :)


( Part 1 )

I know there are shit loads of fans for this movie, and I wanted to see what the commotion was about. I don't know the plot, I haven't read the books and I just want to watch it online BUT youtube says no. I've been googling but I know there is someone on here who knows where to go to watch it. Like a direct undergrounf link where I can watch this movie.

Help me out a little bit?

Seriously people, all i'm asking for is a link.

PS
is it just me or does the kid look like they are hopped up on drugs? Idk, it's ify.
pale skin = vampire
dark circled eys = *insert drug here*

XD

Made a twitter account yesterday. Following Pete Gabriel and icedmaple. Still new at this and extremely late. Add me? Sharbar260 @ twitter having trouble changing my pic from my phone...

So I'm posting from my phone, which is going to cost me a billion dollars, but I thought it would be nice to get the word out.

Basically, I'm jobless, pennyless, internet less, and friendless.

I have done nothing for the summer but practice my sad guitar skills, sing, and paint. My social life is a disaster, my best friend refuses to speak to me because I'm going off to college in September , we were supposed to move out together but she claims I was doing everything my way.

She was my only friend and now I have no one to laugh with.

My mom tells me she's selfish for leaving me but I'm so bored my eyes glaze over. I wish I could meet some cool interesting people and not waste the summer.

I am still lurking, I've never stopped. Reading your fics like an obsessed fan. I miss you guys. Becus you were real friends.
Over and out,
S

I kno I haven't been posting like ever but I'm in a crisis.

I'm growing up and going off to college (two song references)and my best friend and I haven't spoken in months. She's pissed that I have to leave in September. The kind of person she is, she will never come around, I don't even have internet right now I'm posting from a phone. My summer sucks. I've done nothing so far but practice my guitar poorly and paint. I miss friends, I just, have no social life. I fear I'm going into depression or something, and hopefully these are one of those posts and look back and laugh at.

 

Hey! I know you haven't heard from me in awhile so I figure I post something.

I've been writing this strange Edward scissor hands meets, blast from the past type of fic. Where Pete is this sheltered boy who's been living in a big house away from the chicago city. He goes on this search to find love, but they thing is, what he defines love as is sex. But because sex is so hidden from him he thinks it's the most beautiful thing. He meets Patrick and Patrick decides to help him find it, and show him how to live his life without please or thank you.

haha!

Its been fun to write but I must warn you, most of it is left up to your imgaination really.

I guess you'll have to wait and see.
I've been lurking and reading fics, commenting here and there.

It's fun >:)
Oh yeah, and have a  happy new year guys!
<3 

Love always
-me

I've been on hiatus for awhile.

I offically hate my job. Not like a hate that bothers you, but like a hate that crawls to the bottum of your stomach, sits there until your whole body starts to ache and eventually you want to thorw up. That kind of hate.

Everyday I want to quit and everyday I find a reasone not to.

X mas is coming up and i need the money. Like, i really need the money.

Everyday I pray something would just fall inyo my lap. But I know better than that. I know I have to work for shit, and to tell you the truth. That really just pisses me off.

I went on a date last night with this guy i really like but i feel like..i dont know, i just feel like i'm not good enough for him. He's older than me by 4 years and hes so independant and charming. I always think he looks at me like a child becuz he calls me princess, but hes sweet as hell. I want to be better for him but..i just can't.

Well... let me talk about the fic i was working on.

I decided to not work on it anymore. Everytime I read it over I can't stand it. Its annoying and to the two lovely ladies (icedmaple & likethepaint) that helped me out with this, i have to tell you, I am a failure and i'm sorry. I adore you guys, really I do.  But I am a failure.

Thnx for trying though, but i will forever suck.

I keep falling in and out of what seems to be anxiety and depression so..there's nothing much to say now.

I will be lurking and comenting on the things I fall inlove with but other than that, I don't think I will be posting for awhile.
I just don't feel important anymore. 

-me

Well, I decided that I am going to reconstruct FBCC (Fuck Buddies Can't Cuddle)
So it will not be updated for a while. 

It's so screwed up guys and I am not happy with it.
I will be putting out a newer version whenever I can.
For now, ignore the three parts I have out now. ESPECIALLY the last one.

- Andy does NOT get drunk! And I am sooo sorry to anyone I have offended with that. Forgive me. I suck -

Sorry guys. Forgive me.
I will be reading your fics in the meantime.
I'm you're biggest fan. I know you get that alot but...I am.

Love always,

-me

Do the Trick Or Treat!
And I won't be able to say this later but, I hope you all have a great Halloween <3

Expect to see Patroh fic updated on the weekend.
Busy week and love has to be put on hold.

I can't wait to stay up all night friday, reading UR fics and writing my own.
It's like planning out when to have sex, in a busy married relationship.

It's something you go to bed smiling about.

-me

So um...

IGOTTOSEEFOBTODAY!!!!

Omg Patrick was wearing..well this:



And Pete had this Ryan Ross ( or Ryro) make up thing going on:



It was amazing! And cold as hell!
I couldn't even clap along, I was bobbing up and down on my toes. It was crazy.
There were some girls behind us talking about how Jewish Joe is. It annoyed the hell out of me.

Patrick and Pete onstage (like touching and leaning and stuff) Was amazing. Like, u kno how patrick usually pushes away or something. He was like all for it, even leaning against Pete's shoulder himself. It was like a mutal understanding. There was just a real friendship going on. And it was amazing.

He did a cover to: love lockdown and american boy.
Played all the greats, and I was impressed by how great he sounded vocally.
He also lost alot of weight. (I guess the sex is good - although I hate her- I hear sex is great for losing weight. It's either that or all that vegi shit he's been eating haha)

I had such a great time and a great dinner afterwards.

Amazingly brilliant
I'm off to bed.

Luv to the haters, kisses to the skaters
-me